maybe this time i can feel without thinking and express without fearing.

nothing to really feel. although i find myself longing for the day i can go up to you and tell you how i feel without you shunning me. a day where i can start being true to myself while opening this bandaged heart. i try. but fall hard.

nothing lasts forever. maybe this feeling wont either. but how do i know forever wont ever be here to stay with me? i dont want a fairy tale, just a promise that one day, i'll feel complete.

until that time, i shall sleep.