i never left this spot, you know where i am. center left of what you desire. i'm not the one you'd like. i never really was.

how immature could i have been to think he could replace the missing elements in me .. how extremely lazy of me.

i'll find my weight - just wait - ahead of me.

- i'm not 100% acrylic
- i'm not polyester
- i wasn't sewn for you

i'm just a stain on the cloth .. i'm just an after-thought.