for the time being:
don't let yourself down. he may have held your heart for sometime, but that was un-intentional. don't worry your sore eyes .. he will find his own path, as will you.

and about the past:
don't let it burrow you in its weight anymore. you can fly now .. suspended at your feet. a marvelous change of superstition into the relaxed wings of a moth. you will find your way out. trust in faith yourself that you will find your way out.