begin again
March 04, 2018 - 8:27 PM
i had waves of reflections hit me today like five thousand fucking pounds of unwanted weight. i had to force calamity into perspective which often leads to carry over weight meaning i'll get to it later.
my life has to mean something and right it just doesn't. this false-hood of the day in and out routine with no ample and label-less direction is a repetion that i know.
i keep
running
d
o
w
n
but what hit me harder was the plan that unfolded, what simply became something so reachable if i just hit the ground running, if i can just give up on self doubt and needless insecurity.
i can be the master of my own destiny now.
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