he keeps calling me. not sure why, i never call him. silly to think i used to believe he was the one. so young. so unresponsive when thrusted into the oppurtunity. long distance calls never last long. and when we talk, he's the only one that speaks.

i pulled a loose thread, i gathered you in. discovered i could.. a pivit for your sun. you invited me in as if it's nothing. we tread on old ground as if it's nothing now.

it's like i hardly see the skies somedays. it's like you hardly said a word. and i'd do better if i turned my head knowing you did.

-knowing you called
-knowing you held him
-knowing you kissed
-knowing you did all this

i wouldn't be here if you could have said no. i wouldn't have to come here if ever i had known.