my heart had suffered enough, i had once thought. i never wanted to love you. and you wanted to love me but you had nothing to give. you left my heart black and my body blue. everyone else is taking everything they can.

and in this darkness i could feel your eyes.. circling my aura. my emptyness. my sorrow. and in that instance i felt closer to you than i ever could have, even if the miles that separate us are the only thing we have in common.

idioteque.

do you believe in what you feel? there doesn't seem to be anybody else who agrees with me. nothing is real. i'm wasting my time, do you believe in what you see? if only i lived for another day.