and there was no reason, but i persisted. i fell hard on my heart and no one was there to catch me.

here we are again, you said i meant something but something meant nothing to me. i never knew the resistance and chains of this.. but we lied. we knew the change.

and somehow.. i knew what was going on. i knew the ending to the story and i hadn't even finished the page. i dont imagine i'll be loosing sleep now. it's done, and i've waited so long.. trapped -- imploded. suspended at your feet.

and i will come when you call and you will sleep while i cry.. sweetheart.