[did they honestly think it would help?]

and now "no ones to blame" but we all know who no one is. but no one seems to care, while a part of me wants to speak .. the other half recognizes the oppposing position. its a bit pointless to speak my mind anyway.

[i can find my own way through this]

and i hope karma is a reality for some people. i need to find new ways in getting to sleep. i woke up this morning with blood crusted around my lips .. but i don't know what from.