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March 30, 2017 - 11:04 AM
its the endless dance and it feels like war. there is no settling here, there is no chance for normal so long as we keep testing the limits. water extinguishes the chaos in fire, creates steam.
we dont sit in saunas for nothing.
yet its exhausting work putting out those flames when his heart is air and his soul is fire. why the fuck am i doing this? i am experiencing his back-draft.
because he didn't give up on me? yes, most importantly.
dealing with water is no easier then fire and air though. here the water can trap you under its tow and carry you away to darkness you haven't seen before.
but they save each other, in a sense. fires create fertile lands and water gives growth in something new. can we excuse our inner chaos and exist differently and learn from how bad it got?
can we believe in each other enough to heal?
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