he's becoming more and more prominent in my life. he's not like the others. he's made me sink so low but he can help bleed the wound that won't heal within my chest.

at least there's a dim light to find my way home by. he's holding it through a wire and a wall but i can see it.

"and i forgot to tell you i love you. and the night's too long and cold here without you.. i grieve in my condition, for i cannot find the words to say i need you so.."